| My husband and I have two children that are affected | | | | has been searching on the internet as well as |
| by the Autism Spectrum Disorder. We both suspected | | | | brochures and documentaries. |
| that something was wrong with our oldest child around | | | | Each time that we talk, she asks more questions and |
| the age of one year old. My husband started to | | | | gradually shares this newly found information with my |
| suspect Autism and did some extensive research | | | | brother, my parents and other relatives and friends. |
| about this PDD (Pervasive Developmental Disorder). I | | | | There is nothing like living with Autism to understand it |
| refused to label him until the time he was diagnosed | | | | better! |
| with ASD at the tender age of three. A year later, his | | | | After not seeing her grandchildren for a period of five |
| little sister was also diagnosed with Autism at the age | | | | years for our son and three for our daughter, my |
| of two years old. | | | | mother finally decided to leave her beloved Eastern |
| Telling our relatives | | | | province where French is the main language for our |
| My husband had only one close relative, his older | | | | English speaking Western province. She came to get |
| brother, about our children's Autism. Being a teacher | | | | two know her grandchildren. |
| who previously taught children on the Spectrum, he | | | | The second day of her visit was New Year's Day and |
| understood and did not judge them. He is patient with | | | | also the time when I learned that until recently, she did |
| them and accepts them easily. | | | | not want to come because of her denial of the |
| The problems started to arise on my side of the | | | | diagnosis of Autism and also the fact that she was |
| family. As I told them, I faced a variety of reactions | | | | scared to see how badly they would be affected by it. |
| which hurt more despite their efforts not to cause us | | | | She also confided that she learned more about Autism |
| more grief. We ended up confronting: denial, refusal of | | | | Spectrum Disorder in two days than knew about it, |
| the diagnosis, derogatory comments, being blamed, | | | | being a nurse for the past nineteen years. Her |
| denying possible genetic history and so much more but | | | | excitement and relief are both genuine. She has been |
| the worst ones were pity and uncomfortable silence. | | | | observing and understanding their reactions, their |
| Now, our children have been diagnosed for two years | | | | sensitivities and their behaviors very quickly. |
| and my relatives still feel and react the same way. | | | | While I confided in her that I was scared that she |
| Is information the solution? | | | | would misjudge them and not care as them as much |
| For the last two years, I have tried to explain and give | | | | to avoid a heartbreak, she understood not only my |
| examples to explain to them what Autism really is, its | | | | fears but also how her comments and the ones made |
| symptoms, the behaviors and other type of useful | | | | by other relatives were sometimes hurtful through the |
| information to end up with comments such as: "Is your | | | | years. |
| son like a little rain man?" Or: "This is not from our side | | | | Seeing Autism and living with it make the difference! |
| of the family!" Another comment would be: "I knew | | | | Now, not only is my mother planning her next trip with |
| you were too old to have children!" | | | | us, but she is taking pictures and mentally and |
| Then one day, as I was chatting on MSN Messenger | | | | emotionally recording and enjoying every moment |
| with my sister while using a video camera, she saw | | | | spent with them. She has discovered that although |
| my son flapping his hands as he was getting excited | | | | ASD can be frightening when unknown, children with |
| about something that caught his attention. The first | | | | the Autism Spectrum Disorder need love, affection |
| thing I knew, she was not only asking questions but | | | | and that you can enjoy their company when you |
| also really interested in finding out everything about | | | | understand what Autism is and how to approach it |
| Autism as it touched her so deeply. Since then, she | | | | successfully. |